I inhale and exhale again. The smell of sunshine is what I’d call this rosy hot scent. I miss her. I’d like to slap her, too. If it happened now, and there’s a galactic difference of about a light year that it would, but the make up sex right now feeling as raw as I do towards her would be amazing.
What a bitch.
I’ve never had abortions like she has. I’ve never gotten clap-like things from anyone, and I know I’ve been with way more people than she has. Something is just wrong that I’m wishing this pestilence on Tina. Not to mention wanting to fuck myself out of a really bad mood. I could get laid this afternoon if I wanted to by my TA Nadia. She’s as easy as dropping a handkerchief on the floor and waiting for her to bend over to pick it up for me.
I mean who sits on someone’s desk in a tight leather skirt and opens her legs at them?
I had imagined a silken Japanese fan with her beating her scent up into my face. The creature in me got it. I had twitched. I knew her for a moment. Exactly everything about her had flashed through my body.
I fall forward on the bench, my face in my hands. What the fuck am I thinking?
“Dean Porter? Is that you?” I hear Nadia’s voice behind me. I open one eye and think, “No, did I just do that?”
Nadia sits on the bench beside me. Who ever made her clothes left a lot of cloth on the roll. Her breasts, and thighs, and neck and now, her smile as her lips part.
“Do you come here often? Well, I mean how could you, Dean Porter? You’ve only been here a short while. What am I thinking?”
“I don’t know, Nadia. What are you thinking?”
“A walk would be nice. Have you seen the rooftop hydroponics garden on top of the building past the roses?” She asks me gauging my interest.
Rooftop Greenhouse Garden – Bette
“Who takes care of all this, Nadia? This is beautiful!” We walk through a long greenhouse with hanging vegetables and then flowersm and finally grapes, oranges, other fruit. The air in here is humid and scented with earth and special organic mixtures to enhance the plants’ experimental growth. It reminds me of something.